It made me wonder if J had talked about me like that. Was I ever public conversation? Was I laughed and ridiculed over coffee? If it hadn't been for the utter shock I felt, I would have went over, sat down, and explained to them the devastation they were causing.
Whilst trying hard not to cry as old wounds were opened, my new friend commented on how stupid some ladies can be. Well I sure am stupid, I thought she was referring to the two young ones but no! she was referring to the wife who obviously wasn't satisfying her husband. My face flushed red, my heart was racing. Another panic attack. When will this ever end? Is it really my fault? I wasn't a bad wife. I loved my husband, we had fun together, a good sex life. Our relationship wasn't broke. He just decided to have sex with a colleague during his lunch break.
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