3 months we plodded on before I confided in a friend I really wanted to meet this girl. I was beginning to forgive him but had a hatred for this person. How could she get my amazing husband to cheat. What kind of woman does that!! M had become so affectionate, always telling me he loved me. So, she agreed to meet me. Meeting her was the best decision I ever made, She wasn't a green ogre that I had imagined. She was a heart broken girl who said that she fell for my husbands charm. I asked for her version of events, which of course were different to his. Instinct told me she was telling the truth, He had pursued her. She showed me emails they had exchanged. That was the point I had my first ever panic attack. If he didn't have feeling for this girl, then he was had done a good job at pretending he did to her. He was a liar.
What she did was wrong but she was manipulated by him the same way I was. It was clear from her eyes that she had fallen for him. He must have known and still carried on.
She told me she had tried to end it when he admitted to her that he had been unfaithful to me around 7 times in the 9 years we had been together. So that was the second person who told me he had been unfaithful before.
I had to accept that my amazing husband wasn't the man I thought he was.
I had to accept it.
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