In the days following me confronting M, he became the most sorrowful man. He was romantic, went out of his way to make me feel loved. I was determined that I would make him suffer. Looking back I realise how immature I was. I should have left. He went out of his way to look for a new job so he wasn't near his lover. Honestly, he was seemed genuine.
It made me think back to the lead up to our wedding. I was packing up my car for work when a young girl approached me. She claimed she had an affair with M. I was so shocked I simply said okay and went back inside. When I phoned M, he claimed the girl was a student who had developed a crush on him. He said she was maniac depressive and not to trust her. To stay safe inside.
In the following days, M told me the girl had tried to take her own life.
Looking back, I realise this was the first affair. How that poor girl must have felt to be made out to be a liar when all along she was trying to do the right thing.
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