It wasn't my intention to write a post about this subject. Mainly as I hang my head in shame abut how I behaved once I accepted M affair. However, I recentley heard about a similar story to my own and it brought back that crazy side of me. I posted some "opinions" on a twitter account to a girl who I heard was having an affair with a local girls husband. I don't even know any of the parties involved but I was furious at the thought of another betrayal. Anyway, she reported me and my twitter account was deleted. With hindsight, it was none of my business.
Does everyone have a crazy side? I never thought I did till M cheated. I spent hours googling ways of hurting him/her. I was a woman possessesed. One night I made his favourite chilli and purposely added an extra hot chilli to it. Or moving his car keys so he would be late for work. Immature I know. She got it worse. I worked out her work email address from his and bombarded her with nasty emails. I turned up at her work and threatend her with severe consequences if she didn't stay away from M. All along he was siding with me, telling me he regreted her and never wanted to see her again. All whilst he was still fucking her in his car. So what's worse? At least I was up front about my actions whilst he was lying through his teeth. Can I also say ( and please god I know this is awful) I let down her tyres. Anyone who doesn't know me will think I'm nuts. Really I'm not. But that was where he did it. That's where he destroyed out marriage.
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